StUp!d mULtiplY

彪哥的道歉~

"My sincere apology to all of you. I admit my mistakes and willing to change to serve the students better. I hope all of you can give me a chance. I promise to help you in whatever way I can. Can you help deliver this message to your classmates? I will still see you in Tutorial and the lecture will be new lecturer. Anyway I hope you can give me a chance to correct the situation."

请大家原谅他吧~

记得我永远都支持你！虽然。。。我是策划+呼唤土木工程学生投诉你的其中一位功臣xD

ps: 彪哥=黑社会老大？错了，而是我们永远最崇拜最帅的教授！！！

问我心情如何？
坦白说
我不懂

有种很矛盾，莫名的感觉
上网只为遇见你
但却很害怕看到你的名字出现在上线名单里
更害怕看到“他”
总有千千万万的东西想跟你说
但却说不出口

曾经无话不谈的我们
曾经聊通宵的我们
曾经在同个时间说出同一句话的我们
曾经互相支持对方的我们
曾经了解对方的我们
许多的曾经曾经都发生在我们之间过
虽然从没开始过
但感觉，已经在我心里慢慢发芽了

要是知道会如此辛苦
要是要有这样的结局
要是注定不能在一起
为何当初要安排我俩相遇，相识
要是注定只能当朋友
为何开始时就要走错路
这一开始走的
并不是普通朋友的路线

曾经想放弃
曾经想忘掉
但能吗？
我希望我能
但也很清楚地知道
其实我并不想这样结束了

。说好。的。幸福呢。

真的好久好久没在这写部落格了。。。回到家了，这一次回家的感觉很不一样。我懂什么差别，但讲不出来。好像回到了一个不属于我的世界似的，没有什么熟悉的脸孔，一切一切都变成很陌生。。。

今天，我经过了那个地方，一个我曾经熟悉的地方曾经喜欢的地方，但也是改变了我的故事的地方。我一直都不想再回到那里去的，因为它给我最后的回忆。。。是苦的。。。但我很不经意的，就驾着车到那里去了。。。

今天我也去了the store，我人生中第一个工作的地方。。。在那，我走着走着，遇见了以前工作的同事废话了几句，但认识的人也越来越少了。。。我也走进了玩游戏机的室内，看到那些玩游戏机的青少年，仿佛看到了从前的我。。。五年前的游戏机，依然保留在那里，只是控制它们的玩家，已经不是我们了。。。回到男装部，看到了我以前工作的头，她也是一样的脸，只是牙齿空了几颗，在那里我忽然回想起当年我们几位朋友一起工作的情形，一幕一幕徘徊在我脑海里。。。我第一天去就被骂，再来伟忠一直跟他的头吵架，天杰和cheetah promoter吵架再辞职，ane不久后来了我隔壁的bluetom工作，又一直撩对面elba的马来妹。。。还有许敬，之前在玩具部门偷玩游戏机被炒鱿鱼结果换去做收银员，还有可彬，也是做cashier。。。以前去thestore到处都是朋友，之前还好（虽然那时也没朋友在那工作了），但这次。。。第一次觉得一个人走的the store很闷很闷。。。

我回来了，真的回来了。。。但我的心情，回来了吗？我说我不懂，是假的。。。
因为我懂，我的心情，曾经快乐的心情，没回到来，或许，我应该说它，这种心情，永远都不会再回来了。。。但，或许，我应该感到庆幸，因为我曾经拥有过这种感觉。。。

reli reli quite a long time no blog here ady...
ok... now i hav entered my 2nd year for civil engineering... the new sem wont as siok as i tot... n tis is the most xien sem i got b4... evythg seem like vy boring... the life now... boring... the subject now... boring... suddenly i vy vy vy miss the secondary skul life... the life without stress... without assignment... without midterm... without quiz...
whereas the life here?? morning go study... till afternoon or evening... thn sleep... then looking at the pc.. trying to do the assignment, but actualy do nth... jz stare at all the dunno useful or useless information... juz lazy to do it... or i should say i reli dun hav any mood to do all these assignment... i knw why actually.. y my mood is so bad recently... i try to get rid of it... but... i fail...
as i said, i so hope to go bek to the life b4... evyday go skul chitchat.. goin bek eat sit watch tv a while then go for football... ya... dream united... quite a long long time we dun play together at bandaran ady... reli miss tat moment...
last week... andy jingying miao yizuo limwei yuchian yeoh them come to kl... quite fun... i think tat is the happiest moment after i come to kl since tis sem... i like to together with them... and of course got chai yan eeling n jiaphan oso when we went to genting.. all of us still as secondary skul.. the frenship never die...
i still remember... last month went koop, the jiayun (smaller thn us 2 years de) asked me n andy y we still can be so fren even we seperate so long time ady... yaa.. tis is the frenship tat i always proud with... although we had finish our secondary life for almost  2 n half years... but i can sure tat our relationship still as strong as las time...
although they all ady goin bek to perlis... n although juz went bek las week... but seem like vy long ady... reli hope tat all of us can gather evytime... i feel boring here not bcoz here no fren... well, here, correct, i hav a lot of frens...n i can play crazily with them...  but dunno y... the feeling is not same.. they cant give me a comfort feeling... a hometown feeling... i LOVE U ALL... my frens!!!

今天（星期六）。。。不知为何。。。 心情特别 烂 。。。

早上超早起床的。。。大概4点吧。。。 是凌晨4点哦，不是中午4点。。。原本是打算4.30am起的。。。但不知怎么，闹钟还没响我就起身了。。。

为何要那么早起身呢？？神经啊？吃饱没事做吗？原因只有一个，这阵子太忙了，所以得起身赶报告，再赶星期三的考试。。。

唉。。。大学。。。这就是以前中学时代的我所期待的大学生涯吗？

其实，在我前一晚睡前， 我早已为今天的时间表定了下来。四点半起身，五点开始回神了就开始读数学到八点，吃早餐，休息一会在开始赶报告到中午。。。一连串的“节目”已经把整天霸占了。。。 而我的目标是在今天做完报告，再读完数学，可以的话在研究survey project。。。但事实永远跟计划的不相同。。。一开始我就做报告先。。。怎知一做就做到了下午六点。。。唉。。。剩下的计划就泡汤了。。。

接下来，吃完晚餐后我再看一下数学。。时间就不知不觉十点多了。。。唉~由于没睡到午觉，整个人特别的累。。。就去上床睡了。。。打算在四点又起来搏杀过。。。怎知，十二点多。。。就无缘无故的起来了。。又加上朋友们在客厅大吵大闹，根本无法睡回。。。


现在的我已经差不多不懂得怎么笑了。。。昨天今天大概都没有真正的开心笑过。。。而前天，我已忘记了。。。大概也没什么笑到。。。

刚才正处于半睡醒状态时的我总好像有些不好的感觉。。。也不知为什么。。。我尽然想象我意外昏迷前，甚至是死亡前躺在路上的那一刹那。。。我会在那时打电话给我父母和家人告诉他们我好爱他们。。。也谢谢他们养育了我那么多年，教了我许多东西。。。谢谢他们把我带来到这世上。。。接下来，我也会用尽我最后的力气打电话给我的“妈妈“。。。谢谢他给我带来了许多开心的时候。。。

在写到这里时，不听话的泪水偷偷的出现在我的眼眶里。。。不知道为何。。。今天的我。。。 是以前的我吗？

我只觉得对现在的自己已经越来越陌生了。。。

Dunno y.. feel wanna bloging now... well.. ady 1 week i bek to my life at KL... a place where i cannot rest for even a breath.. my schedule is packed with the rubbish assignments, lab reports, n tests now... really gonna crazy ady...
 
well, the 1st day here still ok coz i still able to take some time for a rest since juz came bek.. Tat day is a sunday, upon reached here, my sis n i went to mid valley for a movie by jay chao.. kungfu dunk... quite a nice movie although it is acted by the non-facial-expression jay... jz finish the movie, sth i was waiting for the whole day finally came.. ^^ bring me to the highest point of the happiness...

Then, the days after tat, can be described as non-rest days... no any day tat i dun burn the mid nite oil... the stressful lifes... cannot be described.. quite some days i tried to sleep early n keep me relax.. but when my eyes were closed, all the assignment n reports fly into my mind... made me cannot sleep well...

even now... although both assignments had been handed in.. tests are coming... this coming tuesday.. a test carrying 10% of the overall mark... now my life was really not enjoyable.. the only thing i looking forward everyday is that... sth which can decide my mood on the day... a simple ***** is able to make me smile n energertic... wat i wan to say now is... "***** thank u..."

haiz... very fast... now i ady getting to step in the week 4 of my sem2... 3 weeks already past here... well...when i jz start tis sem... the only feeling tat i got is... tis sem should be a very relaxing sem... since we jz hav 4 subjects to study.. besides, i oso promise to myself tat i will start study from the 1st week... however... relax?? not at all.. every week got an assignment... study?? no also... till now i dun even understand wat the lecturer talked abt... math, survey, dynamics n solid mechanic.. now.. jz one word can desribe tis sem... DIE!!!!!

recently, i found tat my classmate now n our derma fren got one similarity... which is... we very good in planning... every week we wil sure hav at least one plan on weekend... 1st week, plan to go genting, then change to langkawi, then finaly change to genting again... 2nd week, plan to go klang for bak kut teh... but... everytime one day b4, which is friday..all the plan will be canceled... ^^ till now jz got 2 activities are success... one is wednesday... which is thaipusam.. holiday maa... so we went to sunway pyramid for skating.. tis time we clever a bit.... we tek rm5 1st from those who say wan to go... in case they put us aeroplane... haha... so tat day still got 1 ppl put aeroplane, he said he sick... dunno true or not.. but the rm5 is ady not refundable n we used to for parking fee..So, tat day jz 5 ppl go only...quite xien coz initially we plan to go in a big group one... but nvm laa... quite enjoy also tat time... hehe... tat day is oso the 1st time i drive so far at kl.. from setapak to sunway... wah.. so many car there... luckily i go n bek home safely... haha...

the 2nd activity is jz gone yesterday... we abt 12 ppl went for dinner 2gether... by 3 cars... we plan to eat "big fried".. so maa go lorr... i b one of the driver as well... tat time is 6pm+ really jam the road... we jam jam jam for abt 20min to the destination... but finally the restaurant closed.. haha... so we change plan again... jalan ipoh eat bak kut teh... tat road oso vy jam.. so finally abt 8pm jz we start dinner...

after tat we maa went bek home lorr.. without wasting much time... coz we hv one assignment n one tutorial to submit on today... my car fetch 6ppl including me... but none of us knw the road bek... omg... so we jz follow the road sign since ppl say if drive at kl no nid to worry... sign board will tell u evything... so we jz believe it.. who knw... the stupid signboard showing jalan genting klang suddenly disappear... we dunno wat to do, jz follow jalan gombak... follow follow follow... suddenly we found tat it is a long long straight road with no any turn.... then when we look in front, we discovered tat it seem like we are moving toward a mountain... with some colorful light on it... and also a red round thing there... yes, u r rite... tat's genting highland... omg.. we are moving towards genting??!!! tat time 6of us got a feeling tat is quite excited but worrying.. luckily, we went to the big road again finally... then we continue our "adventure", n we drive drive drive then we reach batu caves... hehe.. there is a fun fair there... initialy we wan to stop there 4 a while.. but there is no place to park the car.. so i try my best to drive as slow as possible to let my fren to tek pic using hp... very luckily, when we reach the batu cave, some of my fren ady knw the way home... n finally we reach home safely... it is quite enjoyable although it teks us abt half an hour to home... i still remember got one time we reach the simpang to genting highland highway, my classmate yeelin ask me to buat tak tau n turn to genting highland... haha... then the nex day come bek again... but, siao meh??!!! i sure not border her laa... sot sot de... hehe...

still got a lot of thing we planned along this semester.. so i say tis is the similarity among my clasmate now n derma fren... not because of planning... but is planning n cancelling... haha... when we plan, we talk a lot n when we really wan to carry out the activity, a lot of them say aiyoo cannot la... not free laa... like tat... so forgot it laa.. hehe....

yesterday... the last day of my so-called happy job... which initially planned to finish it on 1st of jan... but suddenly the roadshow extended to 6th... so we find replacement for the rest 3days...

initially wana bek yesterday nite one... but then suddenly my uncle asked me to go help my grandma clean house today... so maa stay more one nite n bek alor star with my uncle lorr today...

who knw... i morning stomach ache till kek si... till wake up by myself... without the need of alarm... then i went pangsai but after tat still quite pain.. haiz.. eat one pack of hong sua wan liao still almost the same... then 7.30am i went the nasmir to meet yizhen... one of the replacement of happy... coz i wan to copy sth from the pc... then oso wan to giv her money ask her top up for theankeat n minghooi... but who knw the laptop no battery... borrow the plug frm nasmir... they say rosak... wahh... wat a good reason for not borrow the plug to us... then my uncle saw a tv there... so ask them again... finally they let us to use it...

so...after tu lai tu qu... we finally reach alor star at abt 10am... which initially we planned to reach abt 8am sth... hehe.. there ate fried rice n one pack more of hong sua wan... then we went the mergong house to start cleaning...

but there, i almost can be said do nth... coz i not feeling well n my grandma jz ask me sit niaa... jz like a supervisor only... as my uncle said.. hehe...

then eat lunch lorr... then baru take bus bek kgr... in the bus i took a nap n still dunno when i reach kgr at abt 3pm... luckily got one malay boy wake me up... hehe....

as i said b4, i work at sp giant... sp, a place tat i seldom went b4 tis... which is not tat familiar to me b4...
well, working in giant is really a new experience to me... here, i knw a lot of new frens, malays, indians, chinese oso... prudential insurance, kings icecream, mingomingo icecream, cremo icecream, maybank, handfon shop, camford college, citibank, rhb bank, pizza hut employees... n many more... some of them really vy jiao one... n sum vy pandai big boom one... which i never saw such a big boom ppl like him b4... hehe...
well, working here sumtime quite siok coz can eat free.. hehe... since friday-sunday there got free testing... so can drink free tea, free milo, free coco, icecream... n a lot...
then at there, i tried to borrow from the hanfon shop to hav a look at the k850i, walau... so yeng lerrr... no menu button cancel button one de lerr.. jz use touch sensor... wahh... but no money... T_T
then at here got ppl belanja eat ice  cream pulak.. haha... although jz rm1 niaa each... then when i chat n chat with pizza hut manager, she promise to treat me one pizza pulaakk.. haha... so siok...
erm... initially we 4 ppl one team de... but mon-thu they jz nid 2 ppl... so tis week is me n my fren's tang mei turn... since evytime my fren fetch us de but he go bek tis week, now is my turn to drive at SP pulak... i borrow my aunt's car, walau.. so geli niaa 1st time drive the car coz not biasa with it... but now ok a lot liao... hehe...
now, still working time... but... no ppl, no customers, no sales... haha... die die die... n i m on9-ing here... hehe...

wahh... today thursday again... later evening nid to go SP again, preparing for tml work... boring... i still can remember last thursday the same time now, i was in bus going to alor star then went penang by my fren's car... so fast one week was over.. tat nite i slept my fren's house at alor star, using the laptop of the company to online for free, then tat nite i chatted with one seber chat till abt 5am..a seber that i never talk with b4 face to face, even never say one word or smile with b4.... haha... then after off9 slept till abt 7am woke up preparing to work pulak... haha... quite seber niaa me...

ermm... then tis tuesday i lagi seber... did sth seber with yizuo n qiheng.. we cycled to kuala perlis at 6pm.. then reach there abt 7.10pm ady... tis is not tat seber yet... the seber-er thing is tat time jz after rain, then we went cycle pass the so-called jogging track at bkt kaya with mostly the soil... so can imagine not the soil after rain?? our bike bcum so clean with the soil... then after the soil road, we cleaned our bike at the water beside, i think it is a river lai de kuaa if not mistaken... the river initially quite clean one but after tat.... hehe..

then we continued our journey... suddenly i felt tat kuala perlis really vy far from kangar... cycle till wanna siao.. so i maa tried to cycle faster... coz darker ady the sky... who knw the soil remain on my bike "fly" over me n make my white t-shirt bcum more a new fashion with some brown spots... haizz...

then we reached kuala perlis ady.. went to the petrol station to clean our legs... who noe the petronas at kuala perlis no water one... then yizuo wan to pam his bike... similarly... haiz... but luckily not far away frm petronas there was a shell... so we went there... luckily the water there still available... then yizuo wanna pum the tire.. haha... similarly... rosak oso... even made yizuo's bike tire from initially got abt 70% air to finally 0% air... then we cycle to my old taman... taman utara jaya... n past my ex-house... then yizuo told me in the taman got one hokkien mee quite sedap but only sold on friday morning... hehe... then we cycle kot until near the mini roundabout there... past my dad's office again.. then at one grocery shop near my dad's office, we stopped n hav a drink... n yizuo pushing his bike to find bike shop.. since his bike tire 0% air.. but he found none... in the grocery shop, i saw the tauke vy "sek sek", i sure tat i knw him one once when i small.. but i forgot wat should i called him ady.. so i remain silent.. who knw, the tauke soh look at me, and i smile with her n call her aunt.. unbelievable she still remembered me.. n the tauke ask her who m i then he said he oso forgot me ady if not his wife remind him... haha...

then we ask them abt where got motor shop so tat can pum tire... then we left the shop n go to find the motor shop... luckily we found one nearby... then we cycle bek pulak abt 7.45pm... yizuo cycled faster coz he nid to rush home for dinner with grandma.. then i n qiheng cycled slowly at bhind... hehe... n when we reached home ady 8.25pm... then washed the t-shirt again.... haiz... then go out buy rice... haiz... finally 9pm sth baru dinner... really seber... haha..

after two months here goyang sini goyang sana, finally i get into my 2nd job in tis holiday.. (first is only 2 days at KL)... tis is a promoter job again... but more look like a sales person... selling a new product by digi.. called Happy... mayb some of u knw abt happy ady, but i think in perlis, there is still no anyone using it.. since it is not yet sold in alor star n perlis rite now... well, let me intro some info abt it rite here... happy is a new prepaid sim pack... the prefix is 014-3... or some say 014-34... although it is under digi, but it is not digi prepaid, coz it cannot use digi reload card to top-up... n the call rate n sms rate is the same to all network... to 012, 013, 014, 016, 017, 019 all same price... 1 cent/sec... it seem tat quite expensive rite coz if u call for abt 10min, 20min, 30min or 45min coz it may cost abt rm10+ or 20+ or even more... but the good thing is it will only cost for maximum 99cent for any call... n the sms is 10cent to any network as well.. if u wanna buy it, come to SP giant in tis month!!! haha... sound like i m promoting the product only now... well, now i ady at kangar again... coz i jz work mostly for fri-sun, then mon-thurs the company jz nid 2 person, so we bergilir-gilir lorr.. now let oth ppl do first, nex week my turn to work pulak... hehe...
then let talk abt kangar pulak.. i bek here on monday n reach abt 1.30pm, then minghooi come to find me at 2.30pm... then yizuo n yiyou came pula... n then we go compuland cari ctk... haha... quite weird our trip... then in evening we all bek our house lorr then nite come out again... go yamcha... with the one yuchian... he said no more work at genting liao.. but will work at the so-called 环球... but tis 环球 is not the store.. haha.... he will work as a clerk there...
then after yamcha at sooguan, we went mutiara there eat burger.. but no open.. then so we go kemajuan there eat roti canoi pulak.. after tat they come my house watch the wat slither movie arr.. but not scary oso de... plus the dvd is not clear as well... so minghooi n yuchian watch till half niaa start 排毒 laio... wakakka... then abt 1.30am they all bek lorr..then i on9 again... haha...

today donno why... a weird feeling in my body... a feeling make me always headache...
headache of wat should i do in these three months... my initial plan was go KL find jobs.. but then changed ady.. stay at perlis till december jz go bek KL.. coz once i start study, i hav seldom chance get bek here for so long duration..
my mum ask me find a job here? but, wat job?? the store?? a place tat i will never work there anymore in my life.. my mum ask me go ask at piza hut there, but since ppl don put any vacancy notice there, how i go to ask.. very shy u knw...
Last week, i sent an email to IJM, asking them is it necessary for us to train there in our annual holiday.. then yesterday the staff replied me tat YES and ask how long is my break.. i replied her tat 3 months and told her tat i m in perlis now and ask whether is it compulsory. i m okay if really need to train there in spite of the quite low salary coz training maa... but i wish tat jz 1 month... n my mum seems not tat want me go there.. she always says i knw nth, go there can do nth as well.. n say me y so stupid go to ask them... but if i didnt ask, one day they ask me why i dun go train there since i got 3months break, i will be speechless tat moment i think, since it is stated in the agreement tat we need to train there each year...
now the staff still havent reply me... i donno wat can i do now... juz wait... wait.. n wait...
juz now went skul.. met kok wai n li xia... n my long feng tai mei mei... n lots of juniors... mayb quite long time no go there ady.. see a lot of ppl with fresh face.. some oso forget me ady.. haiz.. mayb i old ady laa.. cant really mix well with those juniors... hehe

realy realy very long time no post blog ady.... i think almost half a year liao kua...

haizz... for u all information... currently i m taking civil engineering instead of actuarial science...
izzit a right choice for me? i not sure...

but the path to civil engineer is really quite tough... the course is really very difficult.. n the lecturers didnt help us at all... especially the survey lecturer... pass an assignment to us n didnt explain anythg.. when we asked, he said:"up to u all.. u give me rubbish, i giv u rubbish mark..." walau.. wat a good lecturer like him... finally, the assignment all ppl die... hooraY!!!

then... final exam pula.. i study 6 subjects.. but 1 subject is 100% coursework dee.. so no final exam.. then among 5 subjects in final exam... i got 3 subjects didnt finish lerr.. so keng niaa me... hahaha... especially english.... 17% thrown.... good!!!! so... donno die or not arr tis exam... bla bla bla... if die.. then money will die oso.. so, for me, i think exam is juz like a gambling... exam hall is a casino....

now holidaying... bek jor perlis.. 3months holiday... donno wat to do pun ar...
fren mostly not here anymore... work oso donno wat to work... the store?? walau... to see the HR ms.soh face again arr??  ki si laa...

haizz... see first laa..

finally.... now i bek to perlis again!! n finish utar foundation study already...

same with last 2 sem... tis sem oso got sth quite weird happened b4 i bek...

as u knw... i was finding ppl to replace me to stay in my current room at pj... n then got one guy from melaka ady confirm with me n paid me rm100 as booking money.. few days later, got one guy from kulim...who already contact me since few weeks ago n asked for the room, come PJ n say wanna see the room... i told him tat the room was already booked n if tat guy donwan i can rent it to him... he say nvm lorr...so maa come to find me on sunday... then since he dono my name, i donno his, he jz call me fren n vice versa... then donno y suddenly we bcome like very fren niaa.. he vy intersted to rent my room... but since i ady take the guy's rm100, i ask him to find other place 1st, n guess wat? i accompany him n  his fren from penang to find room.. then the nex day he come again... since they haven't find a room to stay.. they again ask me abt my room... i say sorry to them, n then they found a room near tmn sentosa seksyen17 there, my fren from kulim de not tat happy with it... cz very hot n small, despite of the cheaper price...

then,guess wat... after tat they bek to my house take their bag which they left it in my house b4..then i go watch spiderman with them... whom i know juz 2 days... tat nite, the one from penang say he has to back penang ady tat nite.. but the kulim guy still wanna stay one more nite.. so he say wana stay at my house 1 day 1st lorr.. i say ok.. but then he consider again.. n mayb scare will be quite bored at the night n paiseh with his fren, so he oso bek ady tat nite lorr..

so, when i reach my house, my leader ask me where did i go.. i told him tat i went watch movie with the two man who come to see room n i juz knw 2 days... he felt very funny n weird niaa...

conclusion, really pelik niaa... initially wana take photo with them de.. but no time ady... n they say if got free time will ask me go out wet again... n the weird thing is till now i still dono wat their name kot... although they ady told me... coz i forgot liao maa....

same... same... same... now is also my study week... but it is almost finish ady... cz monday start final exam dy.... n since last 2 sem i will sure post something during study week, so does to tis time laa...

umm.. let me tel u sth 1st laa.. as usual, i bek kgr during study week (means tat nw i at kgr), the only difference is tat tis time i not bek with lijong, miao, yongsheng them... they still there.. but i bek with my 2sis (14/4/07)... by plane... walau... the plane damn fast niaa... tat day the plane depart at 7.40 then 8.20am niaa reach a.star ady.. if by bus arr... i think tat time mayb KL punya toll dono reach ady or not...

actually tat time my mum not realizing abt our back... we pakat with my dad to lie her... (bad lerr.. hehe tis not my plan laa... is my sis plan lai de..) then tat day we ask my dad go a.star airport fetch us... and he oso vy clever to cheat my mum tat he hav to go there to fetch his fren from MCA... and ask my mum go there oso cz later they will go eat dimsum with my grandma... my mum then is initially don wan go de, but then she say if  don go paiseh with my grandma maa... so maa go lor..

then... tat moment when v reach a.star airport... i suggested to phone my mum... so i did so... my mum tat time feel so weird tat y i will call her so early... so i maa say tat day got revision class hv to wake up early n wan to discuss abt my room at setapak with her... and she believe me lorr... then i maa continue talk while walking to the waiting hall of the airport (where my parents already there)... talk talk talk... then laa.. i ask my mum y don bring out her own hp.. she maa say she left it in the car then vy proudly tell me tat she's now at airport lerr... then i ask her for wat... (tat time i already saw her at the hall)...

then i continued talk behind her... n sudenly she turned back n saw 3 of us.. she firstly stared at us, then jump, then shout, then laugh, then most funny de is she chased my dad around.... evyone around look at us... make me paiseh niaa tat moment... hehe...

then later laa, we maa go eat lorr.. with grandma... tat nite kua if not mistaken, my mum told my sis tat she is vy happy although we lie to her....

but actually we hav to thank god oso.. cz god oso help us...tat time while my mum at the airport waitting for the "MCA ppl", she already felt weird y so lama tat ppl don come kot de... then suddenly my dad met his fren tat time.. n my dad told my mum tat person is the "MCA ppl", n my mum maa believe liao lorr... hahha....

very bad horr my sis... (i vy guai de..)

then now talk abt my stupid exam again.... tis exam arr really stupid de lorr... knw y? we laa as a foundation in science student laa...supposingly to study science subject de maa... then guess wat... tis sem we study 3 subjects (short sem), n we study those unrelated subjects which is webpage design n especially the useless n "boring-est" management studies... hav to hafal wat is management, wat is the leadership styles... siao de!!! they think tat if we study tis laa then can be a good manager liao... earn a lot liao.. then everyone no need study other subj liao laa.. study tis can liao then evyone become manager n everyone rich... siao de.. i bet laa if ask any CEO abt wat management style, wat is diffence btw manager n leader... none of them can answer tis... cz tis is all useless theories!!!!! then again, english again... last time donno who liao say after secondary niaa donneed study english anymore de... especially if go rahman... mana tau... 3 sem study 3 english... one is english language, then writing 4 science, then english for communication... if ask me wat's the different, honestly, i cannot answer u.. .cz i oso donno got wat difference btw these 3 subjects... tis sem, english for communication... i initially thought tat it wil teach us to speak eng.. then exam oso oral de.. mana tau.. it ask us to do drama.. then giv vy low mark for the drama although the lecturer say we r performing well... then need to write essay again!!! ishhh ishhh ishh....

k laa.. geram liao... donwan say liao.. now 3.30am liao ler.. tomolo morning 11am hav to bek KL by bus liao... k laa... 2weeks later bek again laaa... see yaa...

today is monday...cz pass 12am ady now..
i still remember last week i went to my sis house to find her.. n she told me a news tat shock me.. hsu wei lun pass away... cz of a road accident... oh my god... i really cannot accempt this fact... at first, i still ok cz i almost forgot her ady since her last drama i watched is abt 2years ago... since then i seldom see her on tv again...
but few days later, from newspaper, internet, i remember all the scene of her drama last time.. SHUANG BI CHUAN SHUO... which is her last drama i watched... i still remember i like her so much last time... n i never think that she will pass away so young... jus 28 years old... n she's now preparing for her 1st album... which is her dream since small... donno y, i so sad of her death n cannot accept tis reality... i search a lot of her info from the internet... n even download a show of her on the day b4 her accident... this is her last show in her life... in tat show she smile, laugh so sunshine, happy... nobody will knw tat it was her last show n she will leave us forever...
today, i cry... after watching the show... it's so touch... really hope tat weilun can live better at the heaven..n hope that everyone of us will take care of own life.. n do anything u wan to do... coz nobody will knw wat will happen in the nex minute... 人生或许就是那么的脆弱,苦短...所以要好好的珍惜生命...